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Whoa, I Think Hellcat Is Nearly Done… 💕

Morning, peeps!

Quickie newsletter this week, pretty sure. XD I might actually be early too. I’ve been waking up at 1am the last week and I’m enjoying all the quiet time when the house is asleep. I think the fever actually helped me, weird as that may sound. I feel so chill. My thoughts are calm, I’m editing super fast, life feels good. Maybe my immune system needed a flu to fight to remind the body, ‘hey, this is what things feel like when we’re actually battling something dangerous. Chill already over the allergies.’ Lol, or maybe not. But I’m feeling fine, stable (fingers crossed) and I’m getting shit done, so I have no complaints!

Whoo, the final draft/edit of Hellcat is flying. Gail is being an amazing help (thank you, Gail!) and I suspect this book is going to be officially done by next week. I need to get the cover adjusted slightly, seeing as the name has changed. Hellcat will eventually have a sequel, so the name Hellcat is now the series title instead of the new title, which is ‘Mated To The Demon Prince.’ Just in case you were wondering what Hellcat is about, mating and demon princes are a part of it. *wink*

My first XXX novel and it’ll just squeeze in at 100,000 words. I’m super excited. I didn’t think I’d be able to balance so much heat with plot, but I found a way. I have a feeling the sequel may end up being even naughtier, seeing as it’s all about kidnapping and ruining a certain secondary character in the first book. *eyebrow waggle* But one thing at a time.

That Free Month Thing Was Apparently A Fail

Apologies are in order. So I thought by adding a month to everyone’s subscription would, you know, give everyone a free month. Simple. Apparently not. :/ You need to cancel your paypal payment to actually see the free month. What happens is you cancel payment and you’ll still be a member until the end of the added month. Ideally, that will be when Paypal prompts you again. (Ideally. Not holding my breath.)

Seriously sorry this damn thing has been so buggy. I’ve been handing out refunds for those who I notice are having a problem, but I’m not usually looking at that side of the website. I just assume it ‘works’ you know? Silly me. This is for long term members too, btw. If you did a yearly subscription and cancel payment at the end, you’ll have a free month to read then.

Once Hellcat is completed, I’m going to be looking at my subscription membership software. Very likely I’ll be updating it—possibly scrapping it for a new system all together. Whatever that choice will be, it won’t actually be happening until I finish writing Sorcerer Slayer. I want to get that gorgeous beast done (160,000 words already written, whoot!) and I want it to be now, not later. I have gone into neurotic fits every time I go to fix the website, and I just don’t want to be that crazy person right now. One day, I’ll be able to afford to hire someone for this shit. @[email protected] I absolutely understand why people want money, so they don’t have to deal with annoying shit.

Anyways, the website bullshit can wait a month or so; Sorcerer Slayer is fucking happening! And Demon Bonded. The next episode is all drafted out, I just gotta give it my attention.

Oliris is born!

Okay, so I stumbled across a book I’ve been waiting for. Apparently it’s out!!! Lol. So, a year ago… wait, 2 years ago? Has it been two? (Sorry, I can’t remember time when it comes to what I’m now dubbing ‘the mold years.’ I remember things happened, not so much when.) Anywho, S. Neff had invited me to have a sneak peek of her book while she was writing. It was fabulous—I rarely read fantasy anymore but she brought the concrete into it and made it feel real—and I’ve been waiting ever since, and I suddenly stumbled across it yesterday. She’s an amazing artist, just saying, and I totally remembered the cover.

Anyways, I’m just so glad all her hard work paid off, and her book is finally out! An author’s first book can be super intimidating (as can all the ones that follow. @[email protected] *cough* I mean, it totally gets easier. >_> ) Sometimes it can feel like the world is against you; time, money, even family and friends are suddenly battling for your ability to just get some words down. I’m always so happy to see someone get to the finish line. Congrats!

Bunny Love

For those who missed last week’s Last Week Tonight with John Oliver, they wrote a LGBTQ positive bunny book for kids! It’s all about bunny love and marriage equality—which, eh, I think marriage is archaic and overrated, but yay to those who enjoy the tax status. All proceeds go to the Trevor Project and Aids United.

I wanted to point out this one star comment… Whoa. Okay, so there were only 400 or so comments a week ago. Holy fuck. And look at those resellers jacking the price up, the shameless opportunists. XD Anyways, someone wrote something along the lines of ‘…this book is a shallow misrepresentation of very sensitive issues, should not be read to children…” And I had to ask myself, why is sexuality in any form a sensitive issue? Why is gay marriage sensitive for anyone—except perhaps the people who aren’t allowed to marry because of something as trivial as gender? Why do some people want the range of human sexuality to just disappear, and why do they want the people who ask to be treated equally to be quiet because it’s ‘sensitive?’

I feel like people who want ‘sensitive’ things to disappear are really people who are uncomfortable with the world as it is. They hope as long as they don’t see it and think about it, they’re safe. ‘Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell’ was a fine example of sensitive human beings freaking the fuck out that gay people existed, but they were also trying to compromise by saying ‘just as long as we don’t know, you’re allowed to be gay and around us. But once we do know, you need to disappear cuz gay people can’t exist. Get out of my bubble.’

It’s pretty intense. It’s a whole lot of that perspective thing I was talking about last week. Blaming other people for your own discomfort and emotions—blaming a book for existing. (Oh, and yeah, I totally troll negative reviews on shit because I want to understand how and why people react. It’s great for writing realistic dialog, and great for understanding life in general. I study this stuff. XD)

The world shouldn’t have to disappear for some people to feel comfortable. Not accepting a blue sky doesn’t turn it red, and not accepting the vast range of sexuality doesn’t make it go away. Why should anyone ever have to feel shame or go away just because some people can’t handle the reality around them? It’s not the world’s fault some people are sensitive; it’s theirs.

Exposure therapy for the uncomfortable is a beautiful thing. Not only do they get to have a revelation every time they find their boundaries and push past, but there are so many people waiting to embrace them once they get past their shit and see how varied and beautiful the world is. Come on over and bring the hugs already. <3

Sexy Yaoi Game!

Oh, before I forget—I know, I’m all over the place this week. XD It looks like To Trust an Incubus Bara Yaoi BL Gay Dating Sim Visual Novel is going to happen! I’ve been watching this project closely, partly because I’m interested in one day making a yaoi Demon Bonded game. I can’t wait to see what Yamilia does to make this beauty come to life.

And Then The Devil Cried – $0.99

Adam Delaney was saved by a man with a criminal past. A man whose reality is different to most other people in this world, but for Adam, Rho Bennet is a savior.

Marcus Troy is the man everyone fears.
Rho Bennett considers himself the drug kingpin’s right hand, but things change when Rho brings home Adam, an orphan boy who never had a real family and who is having a rough time finding his place in the world.

Rho’s instinct is to protect the boy but when Marcus sets his sights for Adam, everything changes. Marcus wants Adam at any cost. He will do anything in his power to get him.

The Devil doesn’t always laugh.
Sometimes, he weeps with you.

So if you guys ever want to stalk me, here are some links (I don’t mind if you are in it for the penis jokes)
https://m.facebook.com/elliefoxfiction/
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Atomic Banana: Forbidden Love MM Romance

Is it wrong of me to be falling for the Man of the House? I was only gone for two months, and I’m sure he wasn’t this irresistible before I left.

But there’s no way that either he or I can act on these feelings that we’re developing for each other… is there?

When love is this strong, surely there is nothing that can stand in its way.

No judgements, no taboos, no relationships…

This is a dark, steamy taboo romance story that contains cheating and some moderate psychological terror.

Omega Sanctuary

I fell in love with the enemy.
He was unpredictable. Hardened. Dangerous.
He was my omega.

Carter Thompson is an alpha wolf shifter, an outcast in a world full of betas. Sanctuary city is the last hope for his people. He just has to find it. However, his plans are turned upside down when he’s caught in the rifle sight of a handsome soldier with a huge secret.

As a soldier for the beta army, twenty-eight-year-old omega Liam is granted a life of minuscule privileges, until a surprise pregnancy puts his fragile safety in mortal danger. Now Sanctuary City is Liam and his baby’s last chance. But an irresistible attraction to a rebel alpha soldier may be his downfall.

Escaping with Carter Thompson is a desperate roll of the dice. Falling in love should not be in the cards. They are opposites. They should never have fallen in love, but they both understand loss and want a better future. Will that be enough to keep them together as Liam’s former comrades in arms close in?

Oliris

Senana Saz Rays has been sentenced to four years of slave labor on prison planet Indiku after assaulting his state appointed psychiatrist. Leaving his lover Rhyan behind on earth, Sena spends his time on the planet Indiku working with the coveted medicinal leeri flowers. Although a slave, he can’t help but find peace in the mundane life he’s lived on the alien planet and the wondrous sightings of the indigenous Zanzi that look so much like mythical earth dragons. Senana is just one year shy of going home and being with Rhyan again when all thoughts of freedom are swiped away as a massive Zanzi takes him from the leeri fields and back to the mountains it calls home.

La’el is a proud Zanzi. His only wish was to find a life mate and experience the bond his parents share. When he finally finds him in the leeri fields he doesn’t hesitate to take Sena— even their vast physical differences won’t dissuade the young Zanzi. La’el will do anything to prove to Sena that they are meant to be together, even if he’s unsure how to convince his human mate.

Both La’el and Sena are about to find out that there is more between them than either of them could ever imagine. Their bond affects more than just their fate, but also reveals a true evil buried in the heart of Indiku, and all the way back to Earth.

Last Week To Read Heat Free!

If having to go through his first heat wasn’t bad enough for werewolf Ryan Moss, kidnapping and tying up his rival of forever, Shane Cooper, guarantees to make it eventful. Too bad Ryan’s wolf thinks the boy is perfect for mating no matter how straight Shane says he is.
XXX 23,000+ wrds, paranormal, werewolf, straight to gay, noncon, bdsm. Published: June 3, 2016

 

Huge MM Giveaway and Mindless Rambling 🌲🎁💀

Hey babes!

My mind is a whirl of awesome lately. Finding my happy, finding my fun. The three H’s; waking up happy, healthy and horny. XD What more can a girl ask for? …hairy? Could that be an awesome fourth? Humble? Nah, never that. XD How about hoarding? Aka a signed copy of Demon Arms plus another 22 books? (Yeah, weirdest segue ever. You’re welcome.)

Jex Lane, writer of the Beautiful Monsters series is having a giveaway. Sign up and enter to win a whole lot of sexy in paperback form.

The end of the year is fast approaching and it has me thinking about how I want to spend my days. I’m not sick anymore, feel amazing—think my thyroid kicked on and I’m finally out of starvation mode. Lentils are delicious, btw. Fuck, I missed eating. I spent years running from life, running from PTSD, running from my perspective of everyday shit while trying to reach something that would make it all better. I’m already there. Life is fucking good, and now it’s just a matter of living it.

I think I want to start making sexy yaoi art again. It’s been so long, I don’t know if I’ll be any good, but I’m sure it will be fun to try. Book covers have to be pretty tame to keep from being banned from certain platforms. But since I’m going all in with the adult side of Patreon, maybe I’ll start doing art to add to the fun of things. Hardcore, drippy fun. XD

Goal is to have all the Demon Bonded stories moved by this weekend and Apprentice Saga available for sale again. Hellcat has reached a level of monster demon cock I was hoping for (woot!) but still requires a few more scene rewrites before it’ll be ready. I hope I’ll make it for Christmas. Oh, and I posted some new Harry Potter fanfic wips on the site under free this month if you missed that. And… is that it?

Hmmm… I think it’s rambling time about perceptions of reality and the insanity of censorship

Stumbled across this vid last night and I love his voice. XD It’s nice to know there is still a culture pushing back against censorship, even as the world tries to demand that ideas are the same as actions and should be policed. Anime/manga is where I got my roots in art and story telling. The genre isn’t considered mainstream when it comes to book covers but most of my story plots are inspired by the push and pull of the wonderfully dirty comics I grew up on. Comics that have been used to fine and convict normal, everyday people and put them in jail in countries including America.

There’s this thing about the human mind where you hear the same story again and again and you start to believe it can only ever be that way—like a love story where true love only looks a certain way. My mom raised me to expect to be married by college—but I wasn’t allowed to date before then, and I was a girl, so I probably wasn’t going to college anyways even though I was mad smart. I’m in my 30’s—this wasn’t some ancient time long ago—but her beliefs reflected her childhood culture and she put that on me, repeating the story she lived (or maybe just heard) into a new era. This is the danger of rigid brains.

I think it’s why I’m so wary of tradition. It reminds me of that amazing poem about walls by Frost, and I think of the era in Europe when people were starving to death because all the nobility walled their land and no one could hunt, no one could travel because of the neurotic fucks who needed walls for some idea of order and ownership. Their beliefs that walls were important blinded them to how they literally killed people.

Humans are really good at creating systems that hurt themselves, and it starts in simple irrational beliefs in their mind that they react to. The belief that a thought, that an image, that a bunch of words could have the power to harm someone is the driving force behind censorship. Well, that and the need to be responsible for other people’s pain and protect them from feeling uncomfortable. It’s the root cause as to why people can be bullied on the Internet—they let their perceptions and emotions decide that words actually hurt them. The reality is, words cannot hurt you. You allow words to hurt you. If you didn’t hear those words, or see those words, they couldn’t have an effect even though they’re right there. If they’re in a different language, they mean nothing to you, just marks on a page or screen or noises in your ear. Your brain and how it perceives those words is where your pain comes from. But for those who let the pain grow, who believe those words, they can act irrationally, they can harm themselves, even kill themselves. They take an action in reaction to their emotional response.

Saying I’m sorry you feel that way, might seem like a total douche-bag thing, but it’s true. People hurt themselves. An action is an action. Pain, on the other hand, is the body and mind perceiving pain. We perceive the things that hurt us, whether someone else intended to hurt us or not. We still decide if it hurts, if it’s worth clinging to and making a big deal about and hunting witches down to make everyone pay.

It’s sad to see so much suffering, but how can the answer be to remove the words? The words didn’t do anything, the person did by believing the words. And do we try to help the people who are more apt to believe these words—words that are everywhere, that can be read, understood, never even directed at them but is still perceived as personal attacks? A relative of my bf was arguing with a recorded message (I wish I was joking) getting worked up because she thought there was a real person on the other line. She was yelling at nothing, at the perception in her head, while blaming a human being that didn’t even exist. She caused her own pain, but should we stop phone calls, just in case?

For some people, the very thought that they are doing this to themselves creates pain—because how the fuck can they accept that they are the ones hurting themselves when clearly someone else is attacking them? Someone must be to blame, someone must be punished because it hurts and they think their pain has value. But that’s humanity for you—that’s the root of PTSD, which is why this lesson is so powerful to me. I am well aware how my thoughts and perceptions of the world kept me trapped and unhappy. It is a choice to believe. PTSD is a mental system of anxiety and paranoia that feeds itself with its own thoughts, and the attempts to escape from those paranoid, negative thoughts are seen as death. Yet here I am, free, because I chose to stop believing.

When people believe that the representation of something is as real as what it’s representing—that a drawing is a person, that a doll is a person, that a company is a person—they react to an irrational belief. Not only do they react irrationally, but they take that irrational thought and project it into the future. We must act to stop an outcome that will definitely occur! If a drawing is a person, then people who see this drawing will go out and rape, or kill, or act insane because… fortune telling? It made them? They’re not responsible for their own actions?

The only madness occurring is in the mind of the person reacting to a thought as if it’s reality. A fleeting dream they insist happened, harmed them, and must be prevented. And yet, we have laws built around this insanity because someone believed a drawing is a person, that it is objectifying, degrading, harming a gender or a movement or a culture and to exist is to make people act. You know, the same way women shouldn’t be allowed to exist as sexual (showing off their ankles, or their legs, or their faces, or ass or tits—pick a culture and time period of what’s too sexual for a woman to exist) because someone will rape them for men have no power over their own dicks. The perpetrator of an actual act isn’t responsible, it’s the fault of something that existed as is, a woman without clothes or shame, that forced them to act.

People are very good at believing insane things and then clinging to value systems to justify it. Because what would happen if they relaxed and just let a drawing be a drawing? What would happen if they had to be responsible for their actions instead of blaming anything they can? Death. I think PTSD reigns in the minds of many, and I hope they find their way free. If they really want to.

There was this concept in the Matrix where when the aliens first put humans into the computer program, it was ideal, perfect, no conflict. But people died or didn’t flourish because they believed life required conflict. Shit was too nice so they were freaking out. It says it all about humanity—the need to hurt ourselves because we believe we need to. I know so many like this; I was this. So what if we believed we didn’t need to hurt all the fucking time and things could happen and not result in pain?

Here’s to a year free of insanity. I want to make some dirty art, a ton of super dirty books, and I want to live each day having fun no matter what my situation is—because it’s my choice to believe that my finances and circumstance define my happiness. They don’t. Money does not represent happiness, or freedom, or anything, it’s just money. It’s actually an amazing example of how far human insanity goes that we can find ways now to trade digital numbers for food and items and feel like it’s an equal value. If we all had six more zeroes at the end of our bank statement this month, everyone a millionaire, would the world stop and blow up in flames? If we could all afford to eat and live in houses, would some god come down to crush us all for daring to be happy? It’s just numbers on a screen that represents paper in a vault, that represents gold in another vault, that represents something of value because gold is… shiny? Why do we want gold? It’s time, but some people’s time is worth more than others? People are fucking insane so why buy in?

This year I say yes to happy, yes to fun, yes to not giving a fuck about all the many neurotic bullshit things my brain tries to make me believe is real. I say yes to questioning every system, every belief, and every boundary until breathing doesn’t feel like fifty stones weighed on my chest trying to keep me down.

Speaking of saying yes to better,

I redid the Hellcat cover to make it more dark and sexy. Sexy is better, pretty sure. *eyebrow waggle*

Vampire Finding Love

The Hunters have long made it their agenda to kill every last vampire.

Ronnie Perkins, fears for his life as he walks home alone. He tries to hide his fangs but still the Hunters spot him.

This is how it all ends.

But then, a solitary figure appears, swooping in and saving the day.

Claude Montgomery does not know why he put his neck on the line for Ronnie.

The two vampires are now on a crash course toward the rest of their lives. When the Hunters place a bounty on their heads, how will they escape?

 

Omega’s Teacher

Harry is a lonely omega who desperately wants an alpha and a family. He doesn’t want an alpha to control him but to be his life partner in every way. He’s a hardworking English teacher at the local high school who hears the ticking of his biological clock…and worries time is running out.

Alex is a Science teacher, an alpha new to the local high school. He’s not looking for an omega, he’d rather be a free spirit than settle down with a clingy omega.
Harry is shocked and furious, when the hot new teacher turns out to be the bully that made his life hell in middle school. After an explosive reunion, the principal realizes he’s got a problem on his hands, and comes up with a way to solve it.

They’ve got one weekend to learn how to get along…or someone is out of a job.

This is a 33,000 word story of male pregnancy with a HEA. This is book 3 in the Baby Makes Three series, but can be read as a stand-alone.

 

Midnight Lovers

The Man That’s Supposed To Protect Him… Is Also Becoming His Lover

Life changes drastically for escort Kato when one of his friends is brutally murdered.

Even more unexpectedly, the man in charge of investigating the case- the charismatic Inspector Dole – takes more than just a professional interest in him.

But before long, he himself is in fear for his life, from an unknown assassin, intent on killing men like him for his own dark purposes.

Will Inspector Dole be able to protect Kato from danger and solve the case before it is too late?

 

Enter To Win 10 Free MM Ebooks! Saturday Only!!!

Hey guys and gals and everything rainbowy in between,

I’ve got a question. How do you feel about women writing gay stories?

So there is an amazing giveaway going on. You’re just catching the end today so enter while you can here!  You can win My Broken Angel plus 9 other books in the mm angel genre. Yes, not just 1, a whole 10 books to the winner just like that.

Now on this page is a comment thing happening which, I gotta say, I felt physically ill reading some of the remarks. I think I might be a little sensitive, and for real, I don’t know if that’s a unique response. I have my sensitive, emotional moments—and no, I won’t make a derogatory remark about being a girl here. I’m a human who feels things strongly.

Does having a vagina invalidate my writing? Should I only be writing bisexual fiction from the viewpoint of a bisexual woman? Do I not get to be a part of the community I write for? Does every gay male who reads my work have a mental caveat of, well, a chick wrote it so yeah, I’ll read it but I won’t accept it?

It’s a difficult perspective, one I never really dwelt too deep into. I write because I love to write. I love to have characters who are flawed but find happy endings and I love that in the process, I’m helping to build up a community who doesn’t get represented equally. And to be honest, no one has brought this perspective to me personally. This is the first time I’ve seen this up close, and it was in watching this amazing women who has organized this giveaway have to defend her right to write gay fiction even though she’s a woman.

So, you peeps are readers of gay fiction. Does gay fiction only exist for gay males? To be clear, I already know the answer to this and it’s no. I write yaoi, which is defined as gay romance written for women, usually with exaggerations of certain dramatic effects and story lines and emotions. But should it? Is there something perverse and societally harmful about reading about the fictional sex lives of fictional males when you’re not a gay male? Are some messages only meant for some people? Are some stories supposed to be contained to certain sexualities and cultures because they represent those people and unless you’re an insider, you don’t get to be included?

I always thought sexual freedom was a universal truth we all needed to hear. Maybe I’m naive to think in the same way our fantasies represent internal struggles of being free from the pressures of society, so does a mm or ff and anything in between story do the same.

This isn’t to go all drama about this, btw. I want to hear where the pain is coming from. I want to know why some people feel this way. I can’t imagine someone can have such a strong opinion about this without pain from their own life. I know because whenever I bring up bi characters, you’ll notice plenty of bitterness brought on by my past.

Living On The Fence

Okay, So I pretty much ignore bisexual characters on television because they slut shame the fuck out of them. I never feel like they’re represented properly, except in the fact that the characters are never accepted in their own communities. There’s always one group who says they’re faking for attention and they really don’t like the opposite sex, and another group who says they’re lying and they’re really gay. This was my existence when in the gay scene, btw. Straight people were curious and awkward, gay people judged the fuck out of me, and apparently I was the only bisexual in existence. Ever. It got to a point that I refused to hang out with lesbians because I was sick of hearing the bullshit… and seriously, straight chicks, me being bi doesn’t automatically mean I want to fuck you. Get over yourself. O_o I never asked anyone’s opinion on my sexuality; nope that was just freely given because I existed and dared to be bi.

I was fine with me, but it’s never about the bisexual, it’s about those people who feel so upset bisexuals exist and aren’t conforming to what they think their sexuality should. It’s almost like every time these people see a bisexual they suddenly feel a twinge of their own sexual confusion and they immediately shout ‘this is how I dealt with it! Do that! Be gay! Be straight! Look a certain way so no one will be confused! Only talk to other bisexuals and fuck bisexuals so you won’t confuse me!’ These people (mostly women–I know girls, there are so many fucking messages to conform and fit in) didn’t understand that it’s just something you accept instead of try to change or define. You’re sexually attracted to people of both genders. It doesn’t mean all of them, or that there has to be some equal tally each time or that you think the ones you aren’t attracted to are somehow inferior. Just gender doesn’t mean much in the way of attraction. That’s it.

It is exhausting realizing something integral as your sexuality is some fucking hot button trigger for a bunch of strangers who can’t spend five minutes figuring out their own shit and instead mouth off at you. Just saying. But I understood it because I knew a lot of people in that scene were also putting so much energy in trying to figure out who they were, and pushing back at society to say ‘I’m allowed to be the way I am and this is the way I am.’ They didn’t realize that in their need to define themselves, they were trying to define me as well and being totally intolerant of my existence. Oh, it still sucked, but I could walk away and still be fine with me while they were unfortunately still struggling with how to define those who didn’t fit into their view.

It gets better, it does, but only with perspective and realizing it’s okay to not be exactly what you think you should be. Don’t think for a moment being attracted to the same gender will save you from being closed minded. It takes more than being born a certain way; it takes life experience. No one wants to be judged so why judge others? Why judge yourself? If you’re still talking shit about yourself, you’re still battling to be allowed to be you. It’s a hard way to live.

Anywho… giveaway and goodies! XD

Totally random, I’m going to start going through the website database and if you’ve only logged in once, contact you to see if you actually got your password. No, you are not alone with this problem. Given some of the recent comments, I have a feeling this website system is not as smooth as I would prefer. Keep waiting for the things that make life easier by working to actually work, but nope. That’s madness. XD Don’t be shy if you can’t find your password. I don’t bite.

Also, up to #53 in Sorcerer Slayer! Left you all with an assholic cliffhanger with Raider being stolen away so I can get to the free content posting for the weekend. Apologies (I’m totally not a sadist XD) Awakening is up to #15 and Intangible #11!

On Thin Ice

Nobody Would Of Expected This Ladies’ Man To Fall For Another Man

Matt Tucker had to claw his way to the top of the sports journalism industry. It isn’t for lack of talent, either. It’s purely because of his sexuality. When he’s assigned to write up a personal profile of Rangers up-and-comer Chris Knoll, he just hopes that the handsome hockey player won’t be one of those guys.

After all, there’s no use hoping that he’ll be interested in Matt. Is there?

Chris himself would have said there wasn’t… right up until the moment he started getting to know Matt. He’s never looked at a man like this before.

How can a man come to terms with his feelings in these circumstances – and what will it take to tell the truth

Saturday Only! 10 Free Book Giveaway!

 

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Hi, and welcome to Sadie Sins books. I’m Sadie, writer of shamelessly perverted, sometimes sweet, sometimes nasty, and always entertaining M/M erotic stories. What is M/M? Think man on man, aka gay, aka yaoi, aka twice the fun of one guy hero in a story. My erotic stories are a little different with a strong focus on character development, intriguing plots and immersive, sexy experiences. Some are quite dark. I repeat themes of bdsm, dubcon, straight to gay, first time, incest and breeding, to name a few.

Given the range, I have a rating system so you know what you’re getting into. X is about as vanilla as I get (which isn’t very,) XX goes into more controlling partners and questionable ethics, and XXX holds nothing back. Happy endings are a promise even if they’re teased with the occasional cliffhanger.

So, who are these stories for? Everyone. You don’t have to be a guy or girl, gay, straight, bi, trans, ace, employed, have your shit together— whatever. My stories don’t expect you to be anyone but you. ( I know, perfect lover material there. XD) Kindly leave your hangups at the door cuz these stories like to push boundaries of every kind. It’s far more fun that way. <3

Enjoy, babes ~Sadie Sins

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Demon Arms Deleted Scene and Other Awesomeness 😈

Hey, beautifuls!

Alright, I’ve been particularly unavailable this week. Why? Because I’ve been going through the final edit of Demon Arms. Eric did a fantastic job editing the entire book, and in all my infinite neuroticism, I am mid-process of going through everything line for line. Not to check his work, but to make sure I have conveyed everything to the best of my ability.

Guys, I was really fucking sick last year. For four years my brain and body were inflamed from mold and Lyme. My brain keeps changing as it recovers from the mold toxicity. As I read through Demon Arms, aloud, I am changing it line for line. I’m still saying the same exact things, just coherently this time around. I did not realize just how fucking incoherent I was, but I have the text in front of me and… yeah. I remember a year ago going through this same exact process before I first published the book. I am not smarter than I was back then, my brain is just no inflamed.

My goal is to have this baby uploaded by May 1st, where I’m going to knock the price down to $0.99 for the month. At the rate I’m going, it’ll probably be closer to May 3rd… 5th… XD I truly didn’t realize I had written a draft instead of a finished book until now. I truly didn’t have the ability to perceive it before.

It’s been a week of new perspectives. Once I’m done with that, straight back to Sorcerer Slayer which is flying beautifully.

Okay, you know how I had mentioned doing a Demon Bonded manga a little while back? The idea has evolved into one of those storybook video games. *__* You know, interactive, choice and goal based, yaoi adult sexy fun. I’m not sure exactly how I want to approach it. Like, would I have Ky need to unlock Lovely, Feral, and Magnificent? Have him build their trust meter by giving them stuff or doing tasks and having sex with them, and then gaining powers from it so that he can then go defeat a bunch of enemies? Or do I just put it in the Demon Bonded world? I could have the player be a sorcerer apprentice who can choose to do either an ‘evil path’ or a righteous path, ’ and he has to find demons already hiding on Earth and win their trust by having sex with them. This is going to be some sort of harem thing, no matter what I come up with. XD

Yeah, I’m not sure yet, but I’m really excited about the possibilities. This is a project I probably won’t be able to give my full attention to for at least a year—I’ve got shit to get done—but once things start getting developed, I will be sure to inform you all.

Oh, on the mold front, btw. New doctor suggested we try Allergy Therapy. Basically, they’re going to pinpoint the exact mold types and then neutralize my body’s reactions to it so that I don’t have to worry about collapsing every time I walk into a moldy building. Starting mid-May and I’m super excited.

I want to thank all of you that showed up for that little Facebook meet and greet last week. It was super fun. I think that was set up by Optimumm Reviews cus their banner was there. (Oh, I’m still a fucking flake, mold or not.) It was a blast to talk to you all. I was a giggly mess during and after—good stuff.

Enjoy the gorgeous weather and the fun stuff below! Temuba #3—Damn it, I want time to read! @[email protected]


Demon Arms Deleted Scene


Rhinegold: The Temuba Stories #3 by Bazan Kay

Riley Geller and his brother, Alex, are monsters. When Riley’s flesh tears, it knits back together. When Alex is angry, he loses himself to the beast within. For a year, they have been kept apart by the whims of Temuba, a savage island where only the strong survive and the cruelest of them all reigns supreme. Alex thought that he was strong enough to take the throne. He was wrong.

Now, they are at the mercy of vicious warlord and his crazed pet. Riley is glad to have his brother back, but the fact remains that he does not trust Alex’s beast. Trapped together in this nightmare, Riley knows that he has nowhere to run and nowhere to hide — and the beast has begun to develop a taste for his blood.

This is Book 3 of The Temuba Stories.

Tying the Knot by Casey Cameron

An omega left at the altar.

It should’ve been a picture-perfect wedding. But when Fox Avery’s fiancée dumps him days before they walk down the aisle, his storybook future is knocked far off-course, along with both types of happy ending. Now he’s simply adrift–an omega without an alpha. Unmated and unwanted.

An alpha who never forgot.

Dustin’s only real regret in life is leaving behind his high school sweetheart to go to culinary school abroad. He always meant to come back and sweep Fox off his feet when he had more to offer, when he could provide for Fox the way he really deserved. But Fox moved on in his absence.

A star-crossed couple given a second chance.

Fox can’t deny he still cares for Dustin, but how can he give his heart to the man who broke it so many years ago? Dustin fears his past mistakes have created a rift too wide to cross. How can he convince Fox that he’s a changed man, and that he’ll take care of him the way an alpha should?

If the two men are going to build a future together, they need to settle their past first. But when the intensity of their time together sends Fox into an early heat, passion threatens to unmoor them both. Their bodies are definitely saying yes, but their hearts are saying…maybe?

Will the wounds of the past be too much to bear, or can Dustin and Fox find a way to come together and tie the knot?

Tying the Knot is a stand-alone non-shifter alpha/omega romance with a happily-ever-after ending and no cliffhangers. It features knotting, male pregnancy, and lots of (very long and detailed) steamy scenes.

Taken By Beasts by Sadie Sins

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