Archive: September 17, 2019

9-17-2019

Possess You #1 updated!

Hey, something new. This is an idea I’ve been kicking around, and in a need to fight this writer’s block, I’m jumping into it. the premise is a special closet that connects to another realm, and when you place stuffed animals or living things inside, they become possessed and rather horny. I’m going back to my boylove/yaoi roots here, just having fun. It’s actually a script to a VN, but it’s written like a story for now–cuz fuck being that prepared. XD

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September 9

Hey

Thought I’d check in. I’ve been quiet the last few days, unraveling the emotional wiring that has frozen me in parts of my life. Had a big breakthrough; I finally got around to tackling the moldy room. Spent 2 days cleaning it up. It was looking nice. Got the old bedroom set up as a living room, and the old living room set up as an office for me. Bought some nice curtains, had shit organized, had even set up my graphics computer in there. I was really excited about it all. Then I woke up with my eyes crusted shut and my body in so much pain it felt like my muscles were trying to pull me into a ball.

So, yeah, that’s a no go. Fuck.

I’m feeling pretty demoralized about it all. It’s hard to work without a space of my own. I’ve been working out on the porch, but it’s not protected against the elements and the cold has crept up. I just want a quiet space where the messes of everyone else doesn’t reach me, metaphorically and physically. And I just want a space for me, at this point. Where I can be myself without being observed, judged, required to socialize, or respond. I want to be surrounded by the things that inspire me, not the things that inspire others, always feeling like I’m pushed into a corner taking up space in a place that isn’t mine. I’m still paying for the place, but with my room covered in mold, none of it feels like it’s mine.

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9-04-2019

Demon Arms #50 updated!

Yay, I think this breaking up the scene really adds to the pacing nicely. Dorian is an interesting character but I think his quietness kinda stifled that a lot. I wasn’t great at balancing perspectives the first time around. I hope this helps remedy it. icon-heart

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9-03-2019

Chasing Raider #4 updated!

Feel half asleep. I’ve been super tired today. I wonder if it’s the pressure change with the rain… Is that really a thing or just something people say???

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