Scenes #1-5 updated to the FREE fic Foresight!

Hey, a new fanfic! After I wiped the Potter shit out, I didn’t think I’d ever be inspired. Then I discovered Pit Babe on Netflix.

I realized through a little research that it first existed as an omegaverse type story written by someone out of Thailand (I think. I can’t find the original fic to truly know. There name is _alittlebitch, I was able to find that at least, and it was adapted in Thailand, so I’m assuming they’re from there). I don’t write omegaverse stuff, my werewolves and shifters don’t come from that underlying theme, and I don’t read it so I don’t actually know many of the tropes (beyond mpreg, heat, uh annoying hierarchies forced on individuals when in real wolf packs things ain’t like that; but I get it, it’s a control bdsm kink slash power war for feminism, etc). It was a trip to see those kind of fanservice tropes on the screen, even though the omegaverse stuff wasn’t really present. I really wish I could find the original work just to see how it was adapted.

Anyways, Pit Babe has a really interesting plot once you get an episode or two in. It’s very sweet (cavity inducing at times) lol, and I kinda low key love the crazy amount of product placement. I think it’s nostalgia a bit for the 80s. There are some cultural things I don’t quite get, or maybe it’s the world created. There’s a weird normalization of domestic violence in some scenes that are just, like, okay, we need to have a talk and that doesn’t involve your hands, fucker. I haven’t watched the second season yet… It felt done with the first and I dunno, I’ve got shit to pretend I can do instead of watching TV. But I might give it a shot… Maybe if they drop the whole Mama thing (pretty sure it’s cultural, or just some weird need to force gender rolls on the bottom (is that an omegaverse thing?). Like, it’s not a perfect show, but it’s fun).

I then noticed Netflix recommending a bunch of different shows with not only the same actors, but also a lot of the same pairings. I’m sure it’s for the comfort of the actors–these kinds of softcore scenes deserve a level of familiarity and security for everyone involved, but it has this funny side effect of creating a sort of multiverse where you watch a series that has omegaverse themes, then one about cooking, etc. It makes me think of an anime I used to watch when younger, Project A-ko, where the same characters would keep appearing but in different scenarios each movie, the movies unrelated except for those characters and an underlying multiverse plot. I dunno, it’s fun for the sake of fun, something the world is seriously in need of right now. I know I am.

Ugh, there’s so much work that needs to be done on this site. Just updating the fact I’m not on Patreon anymore is tedious, all because they basically stabbed in the back everyone who brought money in to allow them to be stable and now they’ve decided they don’t like adult content. Funny that, how so many people will make a killing on sex as a business, and then clutch their pearls to ever be associated with it. Like seriously, you’re only here because of sex.

I should make a proper list of all the things I need to do on the site, and go through and fix things up, but my eyes hurt so I don’t want to. Maybe later on a down day if my eyes will agree.

I’ve found some new hacks to the eye pain/migraine situation. I think they’re working, although today is a terrible judge because of all the coding I had to do to get this fic up. I’m currently (on top of all the other things) wearing a specific migraine preventative tint over my glasses pretty much 24/7 to prevent the pain from tipping into migraine levels, while also trying a new to me allergy eye drop that stabilizes mast cells.

My current MCAS treatment is limited. It’s mostly antihistamines and sodium cromolyn, which has results, don’t get me wrong, but they’re limited. Sodium cromolyn is poorly absorbed and won’t do much for areas beyond touch contact and nobody can afford to bathe in this stuff. While the active ingredient in my eye drops can stabilize the entire system of mast cells, apparently. The results were immediate for my eyes on taking it, in 30 minutes I could see color properly again at a vibrancy I forgot existed, able to lift my eyes up and look and see things around me. Everything has been so dim and dull with a background of pain I didn’t realize was there until it lifted for a bit. I’m going to talk to my MCAS doc about it and see if it might be a better choice as an MCAS medicine, not just for the eyes.

For now, I’m seeing an eye doc this week to go over options on the binocular issues. I’m having issues in the car again, that extreme anxiety as my eyes try and fail to track the movement of vehicles. It’s not great. But things are going in a direction, and we’ll call it up. Better than stagnant.